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| No Air |
| 09.02.12 (10:38 pm) [edit] |
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His birthday came and my mind refused to think of anyone else. I tossed and turned but my mind would not rest. I laid and stared at that same picture of him that has been at my bedside for the last 8 years. I finally in a moment of weakness picked up my phone and sent him one sentence... Happy birthday A. My heart pounded as I watched that tiny hour glass and then it was gone. Sleep finally came and put me out of my torment. I woke to find an email from him. I felt my breath leave me as I read the words. The weight of them fell upon me like a mountain. I couldn't breathe...there was no air. It felt as if my heart had been ripped from my chest and flown 10,000 miles to where he was. How is it that my heart is still wholly and completely his? He seemed surprised that I remembered his birthday. I was angry for a split second...did he not know that I think of him nearly every moment of the day? Did he forget that I carry him in the depths of my heart? It was as if the heavens could feel my ache. It began to rain and I went out the door and just stood there looking up at the sky whilst being drenched. My head was playing Kiss The Rain over and over and my legs refused to move me. I just knelt and let it wash over me. He never feels more near to me than when the rain touches my face and the wind moves my hair. Hello Can you hear me?Am I gettin' through to you? Hello Is it late there? There's a laughter on the line Are you sure you're there alone? Cause I'm Tryin' to explain Somethin's wrong Ya just don't sound the same Why don't you Why don't you Go outside Go outside Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever I'm gone, too long. If your lips Feel lonely and thirsty Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn. Keep in mind We're under the same sky And the nights As empty for me, as for you If ya feel You can't wait till morinin' Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Hello Do you miss me? I hear you say you do But not the way I'm missin' you What's new? How's the weather? Is it stormy where you are? Cause you sound so close but it feels like you're so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What I'm left imagining In my mind In my mind Would you go Would you go Kiss the rain And you'd fall over me Think of me Think of me Think of me Only me Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever I'm gone too long If your lips Feel hungry and tempted Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn Keep in mind We're under the same skies And the nights As empty for me, as for you If you feel You can't wait till morning Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain |
posted by: surrogate (reply)
post date: 09.03.12 (4:50 pm)
Feel better, damn it.
posted by: misskendy (reply)
post date: 09.03.12 (9:23 pm)
Sometimes I wish I could just stop feeling...period.