So just what is the deal with Dr. Phil anyways? Is he even a real doctor (I am thinking nooooooo). Where does he get off making a buck off of other peoples misery? It seems like he is everywhere I look these days. LOL who is going to take diet advice from a big fat bald guy?!?

I guess I am also wondering where in the world they get these people from that come on shows like Maury and Dr. Phil. Who in their right mind would come on TV and expose themselves to be huge losers? I never cease to be amazed when I see shows devoted to proving a parent molested a child....is this entertainment?? It's sick!! If I was going to prove someone hurt my kid it wouldn't be on TV....it would be in a police station.

What a sad thing that misery has become entertainment. What happened to shows that lifted us...made us laugh and made us think? Bring back Mr. Rogers. At least in his neighborhood we all knew who the baby's daddy was. 

Well here I am again....one day after the old birthday. As usual I have spent the previous week examining my life and trying to make sense of the last year (which I of course can not.). Some things never change with me.

I still miss A to this impossible degree.

I STILL hate my job.

I still refuse to settle for less than I really want.

My ass still has it's own zip code....

SO what's changed?

I am a grandma (well so she tells us...still no DNA to back that up).

My daughter has moved away from home....far away...like in hawaii.

My son is back in school.....*faints* (at his current pace he may graduate by age 40). 

It is said that worry is a great waste of imagination. Perhaps I should start channeling my energies back into something more productive?