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| thinking... |
| 06.10.07 (6:44 pm) [edit] |
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I have been thinking so much all day today...just about life and how it seems to just slip away from us without our noticing. Why do we let it happen? Why are we so apathetic that we let the years go by without trying to grasp a bit of happiness for ourselves. I saw on the news today about a man who died. He was hit by a truck and died instantly. I found myself wondering what about his family...was there a family? What if he had no one waiting for him....then I thought of myself and how there is no one waiting for me at the end of the day (except spike) and it made me feel so sad. Sometimes I am content in my loneliness. I have my thoughts for company. But other times I feel so desperately alone and I wonder if this is how my life is always going to be. Will there ever be anyone waiting for me? I guess only God knows the answer to that. I know I sound depressed. But I am not. I just feel empty. I want to be held tight and kissed like the world is going to end in 5 minutes. Just once. |
| 12:42 AM... |
| 06.03.07 (9:44 pm) [edit] |
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12:42 AM and it's raining. The rain always turns my thoughts to you. Where are you my angel? Are you smiling now? Is it raining there too? The rain always feels like a cool kiss to my skin...how I wish I could run naked through it!
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| e.e.cummings says it best... |
| 06.03.07 (9:39 pm) [edit] |
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I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart) |